I asked the Lord one day if one thing mattered:
Should I go to church?
Hurt and pain glowed in his eyes
And I couldn’t fathom why.
“My Lord?” I ask. “What is wrong? Is it my question?”
By now the day has grown dark and the pond water becomes filled
with creepy things:singing crickets, hopping frogs, and nagging mosquitos.
His eyes were black as the night pond and his gaze caressed my soul-
such as a lover’s.
“My dear one,” he began. “Out of all the questions that could fill you up in one lifetime. In this expansive universe with all the glorious stars made from His Glory and Beauty, you ask if you must go to church?”
When he put it that way I felt a little silly, in fact I felt angry that I could be so dumb.
But he placed a hand upon a green lily, slid it over closer to the frog eying us.
It shot his long pink tongue; caught something- I yelped because it was so long and nasty!
From green came pink, then green tinted my skin( at least I’m sure it did)
The frog caught its ride, caught up in the rapturous moonlight RIBBIT was its call.
“The frog can be nice,” my Savior said. “Its tongue and preference are biologically wired but it must do this to live. Others may not like it, but the frog’s grand purpose is for this: To eat. And serve as a lesson for you.
“It does not care about congregating with others, although that can be nice and sometimes fruitful. But does being alone negate its purpose? It catches the flies near your doorstep which if it hadn’t, the flies would have landed upon your food, birthed maggots, buzzed annoyingly in your ear. The frog does this and does not congregate. In fact if it was, it would miss its mission.”
I understood my Lord, but I secretly thought, “I am no frog.”
He smiled, a heavenly smile that made it turn day again. “All are small on this planet to Him who made you, but you are so significant. So precious.”
“I am told its important to fellowship. I must be in a church!” Desperation for a clear answer stained my voice. My Savior did not flinch. He knew everything.
“The world says you need it. Do you need it?”
“Sometimes.” Then I heard an owl say Hoo! “Sometimes.”
“Then if my word is being taught, if it is being lived out and if you can forgive each other in love, it should not matter where you fellowship. Do it in My Name. He is everywhere and in all places, you must choose to open your eyes and see Him.”